
Speaking of visitors, Aunt Flo showed up today. We've been trying to get pregnant since last July and nothing is happening. At first, I was real disappointed each month, but today I was almost relieved. I have decided 2 things- 1) I will get pg again, just not maybe on my time line. I'm sure that God has plans for me right now and having another baby is not one of them. I have no doubt that we will be able to have another one and I'll just trust God and be happy when it does happen. 2) Since I have been busy with my doula work, it has satisfied my desire for another child. Being around birth and babies helps me so much. I have 4 birth clients and one postpartum right now and that will keep me busy through July. Plus, when you see a woman going through labor, it makes you remember what it was like, so maybe I'll wait to go through that again!
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